HAHAH after reading my first post and my about me i realized i must have been extremely highhh... while writing and creating my first blog. I am excited for lesley to make her's and see her thoughts and ideas across on the screen... you go girl! :) welll today i am at work til 4pm then off to my night time group class for our first test... feeling preettty amped on it becuase i studied and my teacher who is badass shirlee pledger, she let us review the test to get familiar with it so i am granteed a B or even A... i have very high hopes for myself. i just need to focus and read carefully and not get too anxious to get out of my class and home to my mo.
Gigi and i just read my first bllog together,... we laughed... i was very spacey and all over the place but i can tell it ewas becuase it was what was in my mi nd and thoughts and i was trykng to type as fast as my mind was moving...
thinking about deleteing my facebook again... too much dumb bullshit with mo and it... he thinks im on there to like chat with guys little does he know i just like to say hi to my dad and lesley and lizz jamie whoever and i have only friends that i want to talk to...
damn my hand hurts from typing so fastt.... breakkkkkk
um work is slow. business is even slower. poor uncle slim. WE NEED RDP CLOUD to launch and make it happen ...hopefully one dayyyy
ummm....... mom seems distant from me, makes me very sad. i do not have much time on my hands to do much of anything. i work 8-4 everyday and then i have night classes... and then i wanna see my babby boy.. i dont even stay at my house anymore even tho i have a pimped out rooom... mo n i need to get a house and our lifes started soon
im hoping for all this in the next two years... and graduateing.. and then having a family with him in like 5 years... but who knows what the furture has in stored for me only time will tell...
thats all for now... b back later and hopefully now that lesley has her blog ill b on mine more often.
Wednesday, January 27, 2010
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
12-15-09
lifee... and so it goes. the world is a trip, why do we all care about who dating who whos wearing that? i see no sense in this but yet if the magazine is there i pick it up and am entrigue. media, who moderates media? i sit with my coworker gigi and we watches meaningless, completely fake, retard-o shows, like for instances the hills and bromance, ray j. all of this dumb ass shows it amazes me how stupid america has become and foolish. the media is presuading our minds, values and thoughts. these shows are all so fake!
thats all for now
oh and THE NEWS IS BIASED AS FUCK it all depends on the certain chaneel you are watching who the broadcasting is brought to you by and they will show news to appeal to certain audiences... or like one sided show yu all the bad and sad in the world to akes us in fear...
ok ok ranting now
my chest is hurting like ouch,,
MM<3MM will it really be, its amazing to have met HIM already. i really honestly feel it in my gut and heart that he is the one, i cant go 5 mintes without thinking of him, i am hopelessly in love with this character. his moodswings are irratical and odd at times, but i am somehow able to find joy in even of his darkest wildest childeish places and times. i am high off of mo, i want more and more. he will say i am weird and a trip but i think it is honestly becuase he to has alot of the same feelings as me except that its just all neww and scary and were learning about one another day by day. i am sprung like a i dont know im so in love i feel like a whole another person actuslly i am its so weird and strange and wonderful all at the same time.... but then theres the demon in my head who says that hes using you... money, pussy, easy going , and obbessed with him... whats not to love. i buy you something everyday,m whether it be choc milk, jambe, ncdonalds, weinersntyzel, C,i's the list could go on... dips, wednesy, but all this makes me happy to do because i am overall taking care of you and thats what i want nothing more than in this life... wow i sould crazy but this is all coming from my heart and truth,, now whwere was i? i lost my speeedd... umm and then yea now katie interuppted me wants me to come down to eat stonie balonie this is my first blog... wow... so now to meatoaf. i meet my niece in 4 months april...
thats all for now
oh and THE NEWS IS BIASED AS FUCK it all depends on the certain chaneel you are watching who the broadcasting is brought to you by and they will show news to appeal to certain audiences... or like one sided show yu all the bad and sad in the world to akes us in fear...
ok ok ranting now
my chest is hurting like ouch,,
MM<3MM will it really be, its amazing to have met HIM already. i really honestly feel it in my gut and heart that he is the one, i cant go 5 mintes without thinking of him, i am hopelessly in love with this character. his moodswings are irratical and odd at times, but i am somehow able to find joy in even of his darkest wildest childeish places and times. i am high off of mo, i want more and more. he will say i am weird and a trip but i think it is honestly becuase he to has alot of the same feelings as me except that its just all neww and scary and were learning about one another day by day. i am sprung like a i dont know im so in love i feel like a whole another person actuslly i am its so weird and strange and wonderful all at the same time.... but then theres the demon in my head who says that hes using you... money, pussy, easy going , and obbessed with him... whats not to love. i buy you something everyday,m whether it be choc milk, jambe, ncdonalds, weinersntyzel, C,i's the list could go on... dips, wednesy, but all this makes me happy to do because i am overall taking care of you and thats what i want nothing more than in this life... wow i sould crazy but this is all coming from my heart and truth,, now whwere was i? i lost my speeedd... umm and then yea now katie interuppted me wants me to come down to eat stonie balonie this is my first blog... wow... so now to meatoaf. i meet my niece in 4 months april...
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