Tuesday, December 15, 2009

12-15-09

lifee... and so it goes. the world is a trip, why do we all care about who dating who whos wearing that? i see no sense in this but yet if the magazine is there i pick it up and am entrigue. media, who moderates media? i sit with my coworker gigi and we watches meaningless, completely fake, retard-o shows, like for instances the hills and bromance, ray j. all of this dumb ass shows it amazes me how stupid america has become and foolish. the media is presuading our minds, values and thoughts. these shows are all so fake!

thats all for now

oh and THE NEWS IS BIASED AS FUCK it all depends on the certain chaneel you are watching who the broadcasting is brought to you by and they will show news to appeal to certain audiences... or like one sided show yu all the bad and sad in the world to akes us in fear...

ok ok ranting now

my chest is hurting like ouch,,

MM<3MM will it really be, its amazing to have met HIM already. i really honestly feel it in my gut and heart that he is the one, i cant go 5 mintes without thinking of him, i am hopelessly in love with this character. his moodswings are irratical and odd at times, but i am somehow able to find joy in even of his darkest wildest childeish places and times. i am high off of mo, i want more and more. he will say i am weird and a trip but i think it is honestly becuase he to has alot of the same feelings as me except that its just all neww and scary and were learning about one another day by day. i am sprung like a i dont know im so in love i feel like a whole another person actuslly i am its so weird and strange and wonderful all at the same time.... but then theres the demon in my head who says that hes using you... money, pussy, easy going , and obbessed with him... whats not to love. i buy you something everyday,m whether it be choc milk, jambe, ncdonalds, weinersntyzel, C,i's the list could go on... dips, wednesy, but all this makes me happy to do because i am overall taking care of you and thats what i want nothing more than in this life... wow i sould crazy but this is all coming from my heart and truth,, now whwere was i? i lost my speeedd... umm and then yea now katie interuppted me wants me to come down to eat stonie balonie this is my first blog... wow... so now to meatoaf. i meet my niece in 4 months april...